hindsight

After the recent events that I've experienced, lasting through a good amount of confusion and pain in the beginning, I believe I've learned a lot. I felt lost at first. I felt the sheer concept of moving on seemed more unattainable by the day. At the same time I felt betrayed and wanted to move on in any direction. Regaining independence would take some thinking. I became acquainted with the idea of loss. This realization came one day at a time. I came to terms with who I could actually trust. I noticed that most people, including me, will take aspects of their life for granted.

A lot of times people seem to be ultimately concerned with themselves and what they can attain. Any sense of empathy is only defined by how other peoples actions effect themselves. We develop acquaintances and friendships through experience, and lose them just the same.

Best Friends become strangers, true love can shatter and dissipate into nothing. People cut the strings of attachment as often as they cut hair.

I began to realize I had drifted and betrayed and back stabbed as well without even thinking twice sometimes.

I began to become acquainted with integrity of character. I realized that consequence follows everything. The people you decide to take into consideration or that you neglect to when making selfish decisions can end up being your best friends.

People have worth. Varying levels of worth.

You dictate your own with the decisions you make. You define the meaning of life as it pertains to you and the depth of the relationships you build